hi! i would like to say something. whether you believe in this or not.
i think this is something that comes to you naturally. so if you're not quite sure then it probably hasn't come
to you just yet to your realization or you are neither of these. keep in mind everyone is not "star children" there can be other things. since you said none feel right. for me alot of "coincidential" things hapened to me that brought me
to this awareness and when i did my research and read one particular post i knew that everything fit me detail by detail.
hint: i used too see the number 333 ALOT. i would wake up at 3:33 am all the time, even after changing the time on my clock a bagillion times so that i wouldnt evven know what exact time it was when i would wake up. but again i would wake up in the middle of the night to this number 3:33 and see it everywhere and then i tried not paying attention to it, but it just kept coming back.
so it's just, truth will come to you on it's own time
and everything will start to sort of make sense, not entirely yet but eventually